It's been...

I have struggled to write about my father up until now and it's still a huge struggle for me. Denial I guess......As most of you know my father passed way on Aug 9th 2009. It's been extremely difficult for me not only for all the estate BS that is or isn't happening but the fact that I lost my second parent to cancer. I struggle each day let alone all the sleepless hours I spend thinking about him and the loved ones I have lost.Some type of a snow ball effect I suppose..... I was still dealing with my mother not being here after 15 years and now my father. Wow! Wake up everyone life is so short. Be thankful for each day that is given to you and enjoy your children they grow fast. Don't take anyone in your family/friends for granted for you just never know when your time or their time is up. I miss and love you dad and you will forever be with me just like mom is.